Can it get any difficult than this? There's so much love inside of us, there's so much to say, yet no words.
Just fear! Fear of being fond of something so much that it scares you from within, fear of finding everything meaningless without it. Teary eyes, constant regrets, the heartaches, I mean what's with the greedy little thing inside of you? How do we decide that something so inconvenient is good for us?
To answer this, I went into the deep end and realized its love in its purest form and everything started making sense.
Loving someone comes with its insecurities. It makes you feel things you've never felt before, makes you do things you've never done, makes you think things you've never thought of but more importantly teaches you self love and passion. Why else would you possess the fear of losing someone? Why will you go the extra mile to get rid of that fear and see yourself fight the same the very next day? Can't answer without experiencing this huh?
Been there done that, I would say its beautiful to see yourself turning into someone you never were even though its kind of scary.
It's not wrong confiding in someone, calling them your own, planning secret getaways with them, disagreeing and confessing what went wrong, communicating!
This whole process is like facing your fears and when you come out of it, you are way too emotional and so bloody proud of yourself for finding something that's best for you. And that's when you want to scream at the top of your voice, just like a kid who has something that will make everyone want a piece of it. But the biggest fear still lies in the fact that what if you turn selfish in this quest of wanting to be loved? How to overcome this?
Well, the answer is simple, if you love someone and they love you back their won't be any scope of self-centeredness. All you'll think of is how to make that someone happy and ultimately it will be two happy people sailing in the same boat.
One Happy Perspective 😊
Just fear! Fear of being fond of something so much that it scares you from within, fear of finding everything meaningless without it. Teary eyes, constant regrets, the heartaches, I mean what's with the greedy little thing inside of you? How do we decide that something so inconvenient is good for us?
To answer this, I went into the deep end and realized its love in its purest form and everything started making sense.
Loving someone comes with its insecurities. It makes you feel things you've never felt before, makes you do things you've never done, makes you think things you've never thought of but more importantly teaches you self love and passion. Why else would you possess the fear of losing someone? Why will you go the extra mile to get rid of that fear and see yourself fight the same the very next day? Can't answer without experiencing this huh?
Been there done that, I would say its beautiful to see yourself turning into someone you never were even though its kind of scary.
It's not wrong confiding in someone, calling them your own, planning secret getaways with them, disagreeing and confessing what went wrong, communicating!
This whole process is like facing your fears and when you come out of it, you are way too emotional and so bloody proud of yourself for finding something that's best for you. And that's when you want to scream at the top of your voice, just like a kid who has something that will make everyone want a piece of it. But the biggest fear still lies in the fact that what if you turn selfish in this quest of wanting to be loved? How to overcome this?
Well, the answer is simple, if you love someone and they love you back their won't be any scope of self-centeredness. All you'll think of is how to make that someone happy and ultimately it will be two happy people sailing in the same boat.
One Happy Perspective 😊
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